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I'm procrastinating at school. The idea is to buckle down and get finished so I can move on to the next certificate but I'm in a bad mood. I had to wait on a shirt to dry this morning because my father decided that all shirts that were hanging up to dry (and had only been hanging up for 2 days...i just hadn't gotten around to moving them to my room) had soured. Evidentally sometime after they had dried and rewashed them. Without asking me or telling me or anything. So I go to get something to wear and my clean clothes are wet.
I wore one of the shirts yesterday and it was fine. In fact I went back this morning and smelled it and it was okay for a shirt that was worn yesterday.
According to dad my clothes weren't just slightly soured they were "ripe".
Now, Dad has this weird thing about clothes and them going off from being wet. He'll wash and rewash a shirt and has brought me his shirts saying "does this smell sour". And it doesn't. Honestly it smells like cloth because he uses unscented laundry deteregent (I don't).
Anyway I totally lost my temper and told him I didn't want him touching my laundry and that if there had been a problem with my clothes he should have told me and not just gone ahead and washed them.
I have an appoint me with the shrink tomorrow so I'm going to have to go back to "dad is having boundary issues again."
Because he seriously has some issues and okay I haven't been that great about saying. "Don't do that." But he gets all weird and his feelings get hurt and then he just acts freaky. Anyway. I just really want to move out and I can't. Not until I get a real job and that won't be until around the end of the year. And...I don't think I'll last.
I think I hurt dad's feelings because I stay in my room a lot and when I'm watching tv I don't fill him in on what I'm watching. But he comes in during the last 10 minutes and wants to know what's happening. But I just get so annoyed that this is the only way I can cope.
I wore one of the shirts yesterday and it was fine. In fact I went back this morning and smelled it and it was okay for a shirt that was worn yesterday.
According to dad my clothes weren't just slightly soured they were "ripe".
Now, Dad has this weird thing about clothes and them going off from being wet. He'll wash and rewash a shirt and has brought me his shirts saying "does this smell sour". And it doesn't. Honestly it smells like cloth because he uses unscented laundry deteregent (I don't).
Anyway I totally lost my temper and told him I didn't want him touching my laundry and that if there had been a problem with my clothes he should have told me and not just gone ahead and washed them.
I have an appoint me with the shrink tomorrow so I'm going to have to go back to "dad is having boundary issues again."
Because he seriously has some issues and okay I haven't been that great about saying. "Don't do that." But he gets all weird and his feelings get hurt and then he just acts freaky. Anyway. I just really want to move out and I can't. Not until I get a real job and that won't be until around the end of the year. And...I don't think I'll last.
I think I hurt dad's feelings because I stay in my room a lot and when I'm watching tv I don't fill him in on what I'm watching. But he comes in during the last 10 minutes and wants to know what's happening. But I just get so annoyed that this is the only way I can cope.