Collected Thoughts

I started writing X/S...it was supposed to be a humorous little pwp but then Xander started thinking and now it's angsty and sad and there is no sex. Because if I think about it too long then Xander won't let himself have sex with Spike...even angry we're enemies and hate each other but attracted so let's do it once sex. Prior to what happened with Anya and Seeing Red I think I could get Xander past the whole soul-less vampire thing but not now.

And I had this whole Xander as an Alpha male and how his parents treatment of him squashed all that inate ability in him and he's only now coming into his powers...well not powers but realizing his strengths. Except it doesn't come out right when I try to type it up. This is why I don't write more, the ideas get stuck in my head.

In more personal news I'm going to see Mom's relatives for Thanksgiving, we'll be gone for a week. I'll probably be without computer access for most if not all of that time. I'm going through withdrawl just thinking about it. But it will be cool to see my relatives and one of my cousins just had a baby yesterday so hopefully we'll be able to get over and see the new baby.

Also...the new icon is courtesy of Mad Poetess.