Collected Thoughts

It's weird that Buffy's ending. The end of Buffy EVER. I'm trying to sort of forget that after tonight there will be no more new Buffy ever. I found my tape labelled "Buffy-last three episodes EVER!" Because I can't find the stupid tape that had the two episodes on it before that.

I thought to myself "you know I could go to dance tonight--wait! it's the finale of Buffy. Wait! it's The FINALE of Buffy!"

It's just strange and kinda scary in the sense that last week I felt like there was so many loose ends to tie up and it's just one episode and how the hell is Joss going to pull this off???

And people are already posting stuff about the episode Thank God they are using Cut Tags. God love those people. A friend spoiled me for two things yesterday, which sucks because I'll be looking for those two things the whole damn time.

But! Shit! I mean! What if I hate it? What if I hate the last Buffy ever? What if I sit there and gag during Buffy and Spike's scenes? What if --- What if---I don't think there is enough resolution? What if. What if I'm horribly disappointed rather than being sadhappy?

I did see the cast on the Tvguide channel. I love ASH's real accent and he looked so foamy. And JM's real accent is just weird. I saw MT, JM, ASH, AH, and SMG and they all looked so different and so relaxed except for SMG it looked like her little interview happened on set because she still looked like Buffy and like it was inside somewhere.