Collected Thoughts

I'm not exactly drunk but I'm damn mellow and rightn now my life is good.

Hoepfully *I'm not being too annoying in Bitches but ...I'm going to read more Bitches, or try. I wish I could get on line more but the good thing is work and social life and money but hey! b.org is my social life too so...
um...
drinking...

looking forward to the f2f !! I got a clearnce discounted cheap sliver lame miniskirt.

I've been awake since about 9 am. I stayed up way too late, drank and still got up earlier than I wanted to. Plus I made the unfortunate discovery that my toothbrush/paste are at Mom's so my mouth tastes NASTY.

In a minute I'm going to shower and go down the to the grocery store and replacements. I needed them anyway.

Other than that I feel fine.

I keep forgetting this.

I can't go to sleep without my medicine. Well not sleep well.

I can't function on less than 5 hrs of uninterupted sleep.

Last night..no meds. I went to sleep around...um....some time in the early morning because I can't remember what time I got offline. And woke up at 6 (my alarm was still set) and various times between then and 9 when I finally gave up.

I am Zombie woman. And I have to go over and clean up Mom's from teh mild mess I left but my god I am so not fit to drive right now. Everything is in this weird haze. I may go to take a walk just to kind of clear my head.

This isn't being hungover or anything...I didn't drink enough of that. But if I don't get enough sleep I end up feeling weird and kind of hung over. Like the world is coming at me through a haze. There's me. There's stuff. And there's how long it takes me to react.

Which is why *I'm not driving. Or even reading stuff on b.org. I won't remember it anyway.