Collected Thoughts

I was so so freaked out about going to work yesterday. Really freaked out. But I managed to stay calm and I went to work instead of faking sick. AND I cut one of my Seroquel in quarters and took a piece with me to work just in case I did freak out I could take soemthing to calm me down.

And I didn't need it! Of course Big Boss wasn't there, but Supervisor saw the email that had me freaked and she seemed non chalant about it, and pointed out that this is the first time anyone has mentioned communication problems to us. I hope by Monday I'll be more relaxed and won't be FREAK FREAK FREAK. But I'll still take some Seroquel just in case.

Went over and hung out with Mom and then with Bro and his GF. I really really like her, she's lots of fun, and nice, and totall into my bro in away his xSIL wasn't. The three of us went to dinner and he and I got to talk a little but the place was noisy so it was hard to have an indepth conversation.

( Family relations stuff )

theodosia is awesome! and is sending me the episode of Lost. I can't wait to see if my reaction is the same as everyone elses. Sunday I'm going to try and see Hero, which is at the dollar theater and I really need to see onscreen.

I'm back to where I have about 5 novels started, but I still want more books! I need to find that one last library book that's hiding out somewhere and take it back and start paying off my massive fine. There's non fiction stuff I want to read about, susanw's talk about her novel and her research ahs piqued my interest in that time period.