Collected Thoughts

I just wrote porn for the first time --ever really. It's Clark/Lex. I watched a vid, I saw Clark's lips and was inspired.

omigod! I have to go to bed. I have no idea if what I wrote is hot, it's mostly incoherent, I was just making it up on the fly. Um, if anyone wants to take a look at it and tell me what they think...if the idea is worth fleshing out (so to speak) let me know.

I don't think I've written porn that I've shown anyone..

I'm having a slightly shitty day , made much better by nostalgia_lj's Jack/Daniel story.

I still haven't found my debit card, swear it's in the house somewhere, but I can't pay to renew LJ because I didn't have the debit card attached to paypal and evidentally they only do credit cards through paypal.

Stupid lj.

I need to pay because I need more icons. including one that says Gay Utopia OMG and SPERMZ!

I had such plans for tonight -- come home after work, eat something, and work on the porn. Really test out my new speakers. Instead I spent time frustrated with Comcast trying to figure out why the hell I can't get a connection when I hook in through the wireless router. Dad comes up and wants to know why he can't get online.

The man isn't online at home all year and now it's urgent. He's got webmail, he can access this at work, although he doesn't seem to believe it. Anyway. I also have no idea what I'm going to wear tomorrow. I'm so fat right now and I don't really have any fat clothes.

Also today at work there was moving going on so it was pretty impossible to do anything...no faxes coming in, no printers hooked up, and stuffed piled on my desk because it wasn't getting moved. So I entertained myself by thinking about slash and fanfiction --

my thoughts went something like "Clark/Lex sex is easy -- they are total sluts!" (this would all be S1 Smallville since I didn't really watch anything after the first part of S2) Example : Clark goes over to Lex's. Lex is playing pool --toying with the pool cue, or a bottle of Tynat or whatever. Clark: omigod! LEx ur so hott!" Lex: preen! You know, for a teenager you look mature, but still oddly innocent. Wanna fuck? Clark: Do I! Lex: Great! Strip down and bend over. Clark: Keen!

For me Smallville is all about the pretty and the porn so I'm not too worried with their emotional state. I've started writing Spike/Xander several times but I can't go to the sex because I'm all caught up in Xander's vampire issues.

Also -- my new speakers ROCK! Seriously. And I'm having way too much fun playing with the settings .