askye: (kill me)
askye ([personal profile] askye) wrote2005-01-28 08:18 pm

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I'm very tired right now, it was a long long day. Thank god it's friday. Hopefully my weekend won't go by too quick.

Right now I'm trying to decide if I want to take a nice long bath. To be a really relaxing bath I need duct tape to put over the overflow thing in the bath tub (otherwise I get in, get mostly in the water and all of the beautifully Lush scented water drains out), but I can't find the tape and I'm thinking maybe I just want to go to bed.

It's 8:30. Maybe I'm getting sick.

Yesterday I bought S1 of Homicide. I looked at The Wire, but since I'd only seen one episode at that point I didn't buy it. Now I don't think I can wait until the next disc gets here.

And on my way home I stopped by one of the locally owned record stores and picked up a Dar Williams cd, I've wanted to get one for awhile. I listened to it in the car, well I skipped around to the songs I'd heard before and a weird thing happened -- I started crying and I couldn't stop. I was driving, choking back sobs, and just trying to get home. I don't know what the trigger was or what happened I just feel so tired and so drained and I'm not sure why. I think I'll skip the bath and take a hot shower and crawl into bed.

[identity profile] ardent-muses.livejournal.com 2005-01-29 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
:::hugs::::

Hormones? That's usually a good convenient thing to blame for emotional outbursts. :)

My personal rule is that I can't drive if I'm crying -- I need to pull over if possible. But then I'm paranoid.

Get a nice rest, hon.

[identity profile] askye.livejournal.com 2005-01-30 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
There wasnt a really great place to pull over...okay there was, but I didn't feel like sitting in a parking lot crying.

I took a shower and then went to bed. Not as early as I planned but I did feel better. However, I think maybe Dar Williams is the trigger, or at least the songs, because when I listened to them again I had the same reaction. They just trigger something in me and I'd heard them before, but not enough to really focus on them (just at work through Launchcast).
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[identity profile] theodosia.livejournal.com 2005-01-29 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
::hugs:: I know this is hours later, and hopefully you're getting some restorative sleep! Sometimes tiredness just hits that way!

[identity profile] askye.livejournal.com 2005-01-30 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
Definitly got sleep. Now I'm tired again (it's roughly 25 hours later) maybe I should take a bath now.