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askye at 07:27pm on 17/12/2010
askye at 07:27pm on 17/12/2010My bro and nephew have been here and it's been great. Tomorrow they are going to see my aunt and Grandma E. I'm not going.
I'm just at my limit of stimulation. And I'm sleep deprived which just lowers my ability to handle things. Between work, shopping for Xmas presents, and going out to spend time with them at my dad's I'm totally at my limit.
Yesterday I didn't go see them, but I went to 4 stores and made a dessert for the holiday luncheon (that didn't get eaten so I shouldn't have bothered) and so I wasn't able to recharge the way I needed to.
Plus I'm off my strattera (going back on it starting tonight) so that's hindering things.
There's all these constant distractions and noise and people to interact with and I just want three or four hours where I'm picking what I'm intereacting with.
Like tomorrow I might be okay listening to Pandora and playing Warcraft but that would be something I've picked and I can end. Rather than being around 5 other adults and a toddler and all that entails.
It doesn't make me a bad person, just me and I need to go with it.
I'm just at my limit of stimulation. And I'm sleep deprived which just lowers my ability to handle things. Between work, shopping for Xmas presents, and going out to spend time with them at my dad's I'm totally at my limit.
Yesterday I didn't go see them, but I went to 4 stores and made a dessert for the holiday luncheon (that didn't get eaten so I shouldn't have bothered) and so I wasn't able to recharge the way I needed to.
Plus I'm off my strattera (going back on it starting tonight) so that's hindering things.
There's all these constant distractions and noise and people to interact with and I just want three or four hours where I'm picking what I'm intereacting with.
Like tomorrow I might be okay listening to Pandora and playing Warcraft but that would be something I've picked and I can end. Rather than being around 5 other adults and a toddler and all that entails.
It doesn't make me a bad person, just me and I need to go with it.
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