Collected Thoughts

My brother and dad will be on the ground in roughly an hour. Dad will get home later than that, I'm supposed to be doing some last minute freak out cleaning. Except.

I read two awesome Due South stories. Just posted today 1 scorchingly hot the 2nd bitter sweet. I'm too lazy to remember titles. writers or links. Just. Yeah. Wait! nifrdil and pearl o wrote the bittersweet one nad hackthis wrote the scorcher.

Also House! House is going to be on at 9. Yo! I love Hugh Laurie! Except Amazing Race is going to be on at 9. What are they doing to me? Hopefully they'll rerun Amazing Race, I'm watching House. I think I might even tape House. It could suck and that would be sad. I don't want it to suck. The other day I was thinking of Chicago Hope -- didn't it debut the same year as ER? How freaking long has ER been on tv? ER's time has come and gone I think. And is Medical Investigation going to be cancelled any time soon? Neal McDonough needs to be on a kick ass show like Boomtown was. (my poor innovative Boomtown).

Today when I was goofing off at work (just for a bit!) I saw Yahoo had an article about how the general public is getting bored with reality shows, especially the more explotative ones. Not only that networks might not be interested in them any more because trying to sell them into syndication. I know Fear Factor has gone syndie but I can't imagine you can syndicate most of them.

Now, I'm off to throw stuff in the dryer and actually get some work done.

Dad and brother are here!

My brother looks fantastic and like some actor I can't place. But he's lost weight! Or, he lost all his baby fat and now he's got lean muscle (I couldn't really tell he had loose shirt and jacket on) but his face is not baby fat ish anymore.

I'm fat. I'm fat. I'm fat. There's no way around it and HATE it but I have no self discpline. I need to try harder.

I'm 5'8"ish and I weigh 225 lbs. I just need to stop making excuses and go back on the South beach diet. I liked it, I felt better. I'm going to bed. Tomorrow I'm going to take some soup and salad to work for lunch.

And I need to exercise, so I'm going to try and find an exercise dvd I think I can do and get that because I get home too late to walk. I'm not in a very developed area so it gets really dark around here and I wouldn't want to walk after dark (mostly worried about cars).

I always say these things and then I never do them and I get so pissed at myself.