Collected Thoughts

I'm so disorganized and I hate myself.

Since my wallet got stolen, which was this summer, I haven't really gotten a replacement and I've just been using change purses or just throwing everthing in my purse.

Anyway, Wednesday it looks like I threw away my debit card in the trash.

Today. I had to go to the library. So I put my driver'slicesnce in my change purse and my money I got from the bank -- $60. And now I've lost it. i put the money in, I went to get dressed and then it's a blank. I thought I put it in my pocket, but I got the library to check out and it wasn't there so I thought, well I left it at home. Except it's not there, I went to the library and looked and asked and left my number hopefully someone will turn it in if it's there.

This happens to me all the time becaus eI'm so disorganized and I have no idea how to get my life on track. It's just constantly spinning my wheels and I just.. @#%#(%*#)*%@)*!!!! I can't stop cussing myself out.