Collected Thoughts

I did this thing with my shrink where I tried going off Lamictal, which I've sung the praises of it but I wnated...well not to take it and save the $50 /mth copay.

And I'm not depressed or manic, which yay, but I'm flat and low energy, so I'm going to call tomorrow and be resoponsible and say that I need it. Everything tires me out out. Actually that's not ture, the idea of do anything tires me out. I just don't ...can't do simple things. So my house i sa wreck because I set something down and think "I'll get it later" and two days later it's still there.

And god, right now I'm so paranoid my landlady will check on my place tomorrow and the kitchen isn't spotless, hell I did the dishes. But the floor needs to be cleaned and the rest of the house is stil cluttered.