posted by [identity profile] windsparrow.livejournal.com at 05:10am on 09/01/2011
This is the stuff that I ended up in the hospital this week from. Take care of you, love yourself enough to get enjoyable exercise and eat good, satisfying food that gives your body the best fuel to get through the day. I hope you manage to keep your spirits up and sink as far as I did.

::hugs::
 
posted by [identity profile] windsparrow.livejournal.com at 05:10am on 09/01/2011
I mean, keep from sinking as far as I did.
 
posted by [identity profile] askye.livejournal.com at 06:44pm on 09/01/2011
I'm sorry you had to see my body image demons creeping up.
My goal isn't a number on the clothes or on the scale, it's to be able to move around easier. That's what I keep telling myself. That's the big thing I realized, is that more than the numbers on the scale I'm really really out of shape to the point where I can't do some of what I used to.
 
posted by [identity profile] windsparrow.livejournal.com at 10:09pm on 09/01/2011
It wasn't triggering for me to read what you wrote. I just feel very sad that you have to feel that way too. I don't know how to make it go away for myself, but I wish I could absorb it up from you so you do not have to suffer.

::hugs::

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