Collected Thoughts

Lazarus Rising I watched last night.

I'm trying to remember my thoughts other than -- Dean's Back! yay and wow, I don't think Sam has been doing so well. Mostly I just liked the Bobby and Dean interaction and also so that's hwo that chick was in Heaven.

Are You There God It's Me Dean Winchester

Although when I was typing this I almost typed It's Me Margaret. I'm not sure how I feel about this episode. It was interesting but it was also frustrating to start the show, see a woman, and figure out she was going to be dead pretty soon. And yep there she goes being killed. Oh look there's Hendricks -- why couldn't he have lived, he would have made an interesting ally. I liked Bobby's panic room.

Then there is Castiel. Okay so this is Castiel and he's interesting. From what I had heard about Angels and Heaven and all that I wasn't so sure I was sold on the idea, but I like it.Although this isn't so great for Sam and Dean's relationship.

Especially with Dean working with Ruby. I don't like the new Ruby. But this doesn't look good at all. Sam taking advice and help from the demons, even a supposed good demon.

And the Angels pulling Dean out of hell.


In the Beginning --

Mary is a Hunter. Her whole family is a hunter. And in one fell swoop most fanfics were Jossed. And John is the sweet innocent. I'm going to make a stab here and guess that John never knew that Mary and her family were hunters. I'm not sure if that's right.

And Dean is so...determined and omigod broken when he's talking to Mary. And of course I realized that Dean never knew that he and Sam were named for their grandparents.

Metamorphasis-

I still dont' like the new Ruby. I don't really like what Sam is doing either. I can't remmber if it was this episode or another where Sam was talking abou being alone after Dean died. And he wasn't, Bobby was there and Bobby wanted to help. Instead Sam trusts Ruby over Bobby and I don't get it. Yes she seems to be conflicted and trying to work against her nature and I can see why that would appeal to Sam but, really? Trusting her over Bobby I don't get.

Hey this guy doesn't want to kill his wife, that's good. I bet if Dean and Sam had talked to him before Travis got there Jack might have been saved.

Monster Movie -- Black and White. I LOVE When SPN does shows like this they do it really well. And YAY the woman saves Dean and herself. Good I was glad she didn't die. Can we have some more of that please?

Yellow Fever:
Yellow Fever had me conflicted. On the one hand Jensen Ackles was freaking hysterical. The whole "I'll man the flashlight" and screaming at the cat and worrying about having fake ids, just really funny.

On the other hand the actual plot line of the ghost kinda pushed some buttons. It wasn't the guy's fault, I mean okay he was infecting people as a ghost, but he was scared and abused and the way he died. I had to fast forward when they were scaring him to death because it just felt too cruel.

I'm finally getting caught up on Supernatural. And I'm WAY Behind.

How far behind? Well I'm on Season 3 and just finished watching Jus in Bello. Well I've seen some of the episodes in S3 but not all of them, like this one. It makes me want to watch Assault on Precinct 13 again. I'm sure that's what they had in mind. I have S4 in blu ray so I'm looking forward to watching it.

I did catch a recent episode of Supernatural on TV but I realized one reason I gave it up see easy - for some reason our CW channel looks like crap all the time and Supernatural looks even worse than normal, I swear I've seen reruns from the 80s on other non high def channels that look better than CW. Especially night shots and dark lighthing. Which is almost everything in Supernatural.

But if I get caught up I'll watch it.

It's interesting watching these after I've seen Dark Side where Sam and Dean..you know....relive parts of their lives (I'm being vague, I don't think i'd be spoiling anyone, but I'm being vague) and how Dean has always been the family caretaker and trying to fix things nad then seeing the dreaming episode where he dreams about Demon!Dean and gets pissed and goes on about how John shouldn't have put him in that role. And then to see from the current season episode how long he's been in that role. I don't know ifthat's something that the show runneers had in mind during the dreaming episode (I mean about Dean kinda cleaning up stuff from early on) but it gives it a different weight.


I also have to say I like Ruby. Bella is obnoxious but then she's supposed to be so that works out. But I like Ruby, I don't know what happens to her character but I'm pretty sure she's going to die at some point. From what bits I know about the current season and what I've seen so far.... I wouldn't be surprised if Kripke kills off everyone Sam and Dean knows and trusts and in the end just leaves the two of them.

Or maybe just one of them.

And most of the episodes at the end make me want to comfort Dean, oddly I don't get that from Sam. Sam I have more of an urge to tell him to stop being stubborn.

I've gotten to Season 4 episode 1. I had to stop but I met Castiel. (is that spelled right).

Anyway -- omigod I have to mainline S4 tomorrow, I'm not sure what took me so long and I can't believe I didn't watch high def Supernatural on the big tv when I had the chance.

So, yeah. Except some very belated but totally heartfelt squeeing tomorrow. 

I'm finally getting caught up on Supernatural. And I'm WAY Behind.

How far behind? Well I'm on Season 3 and just finished watching Jus in Bello. Well I've seen some of the episodes in S3 but not all of them, like this one. It  makes me want to watch Assault on Precinct 13 again. I'm sure that's what they had in mind.  I have S4 in blu ray so I'm looking forward to watching it.

I did catch a recent episode of Supernatural on TV but I realized one reason I gave it up see easy - for some reason our CW channel looks like crap all the time and Supernatural looks even worse than normal, I swear I've seen reruns from the 80s on other non high def channels that look better than CW.  Especially night shots and dark lighthing. Which is almost everything in Supernatural.

But if I get caught up I'll watch it.  

It's interesting watching these after I've seen Dark Side where Sam and Dean..you know....relive  parts of their lives (I'm being vague, I don't think i'd be spoiling anyone, but I'm being vague) and how Dean has always been the family caretaker and trying to fix things nad then seeing the dreaming episode where he dreams about Demon!Dean and gets pissed and goes on about how John shouldn't have put him in that role. And then to see from the current season episode how long he's been in that role. I don't know ifthat's something that the show runneers had in mind during the dreaming episode (I mean about Dean kinda cleaning up stuff from early on) but it gives it a different weight.


I also have to say I like Ruby.  Bella is obnoxious but then she's supposed to be so that works out. But I like Ruby, I don't know what happens to her character but I'm pretty sure she's going to die at some point.  From what bits I know about the current season and what I've seen so far.... I wouldn't be surprised if Kripke kills off everyone Sam and Dean knows and trusts and in the end just leaves the two of them.

Or maybe just one of them.  

And most of the episodes at the end make me want to comfort Dean, oddly I don't get that from Sam. Sam I have more of an urge to tell him to stop being stubborn.

 Netflix Watch it Now is the BEST esp if you are in a long distance relationship like me.

SLNRLBF (second life now real life bf) aka Will and I are watching Farscape Season 1, Buffy Season 2, and now BLACKADDER!!! I'm so stoked to introduce this to him. It's so much damn fun, well as much as we can have not snuggling on the couch and watching this together.

But he'll be here memorial weekend

 I have human target thoughts but they are going to wait until I get this week's episode under my belt. Which I'm not sure when that is going to be because the cables for the dvr went walk about when mom moved. I could just plug the cable directly into the tv, but the dvr will record it. 

In bigger news mom is moved -- well has moved -- is in the process of driving up with my brother and a lot of her stuff to be closer to Bro and Nephew and all that. So I have the place to myself now. So I'm slowly going to be transitioning to taking over the master bedroom and re organizing the kitchen and taking down the decorative mom touches that I think are too Mom and not enough me.

Actually what I want to go for is very plan and streamlined and not a lot on the walls and not a lot of clutter. I'm hoping that will help me feel more peaceful at home and also help me keep organized.  Instead of all the clutter and things on the wall. I've tried that, it wasn't so helpful so now I'm trying this.

Also two book cases that have been in the upstairs hall are going in my study and I want to get another bookcase currently I'm using plastic utility shelving for  bookcase space and I don't like it.

The two big projects are moving my stuff into the master bedroom and getting the guest bedroom looking more like  a guest bedroom.

 I made Quiche!

I hope it turns out. I'm making it for a work breakfast thing some of us are having for a co worker. Her husband died unexpectedly at the beginning of the month and we really want to do something nice for her. Someone made her a cake.

I wanted a breakfasty thing I didn't have to cook in the morning and quiche is okay at cold or room temp. I kinda messed up it called for 4 ozs of cheese (well it called for one kind but I subbed with a mix of cheeses) and 2 oz of mozzarella.  Which I totally forgot . And I added a bunch of herbs, someone is bringing sausage and bacon and I didn't want a meat heavy quiche and I know some people dont' like spinach and mushrooms and asparagus (together or singly) so I figured plain with herbs. It's 1 tbs basil, 1 tbs parsley, 1 tsp oregano, and 1/2 tsp of tarragon.  It took longer to cook, I think the oven is off. And then I microplaned Parmesan cheese over it, added finely minced parsley and basil, and then another light layer of Parm. After it was out of the oven and cooling. 

I hope it tastes good. The crust didn't burn although it's uneven and some of the filling splashed out on one side. We'll see.

 I haven't watched all the episodes of Human Target.. there were DVR conflicts but  they are up on Hulu so I'm going to catch up.

At first I wasn't so thrilled but then I tried it some more and liked the Monastary episode and the archeologist in the jungle episode. I don't know the episode numbers or titles.

But I  like it for being a kind of 45 minute action movie with some MacGuyvery moments thrown in and I also like Gurrero -- actually his portrayal of Rorschach was about the only thing I liked in Watchmen--the whole fact he is shady and can scare the shit out of anyone using a normal conversation I like.  Honestly I don't really care about Chance what's his names mysterious past that haunts him. I like the fights and the explosions and the over the topness.

I also just bought Season 4 of Supernatural in Blu ray and realized I staill haven't watched Season 3 dvds. I am starting on that this weekend.  

So anyone want to talk Human Target?

So according to Home Health I only needed to do one infusion tomorrow,. Except I had an extra bag of medicine. So I called the doctor-- I need to do two infusions tomorrow then I'm done.

Also Friday I need to go in to give a urine sample to check and see if the infection is cleared. I'm worried it's not because there was some pain yesterday when I used the bathroom. Also my side hurts, but it's a different hurt so I think my muscles are just sore or stiff. I haven't done much the past 7 days.

 This morning I woke up feeling refreshed and thinking "wow I'm not tired! at all, last night I was so wiped out. Maybe things are looking up" so I got up, did the IV infusion with no problems.  Watched my backlog of Doctor Who.

I JUST watched the episode with The Library,  which had me in tears at the end (thanks to pms I think) also I wanted to squish the Doctor. And Donna, because I was spoiled for her future.

I was still feeling great and then I realized it's because I wasn't feeling all wonky because of the antibiotic and I reminded myself tiredness would come back.

and it has. I'm not sleepy. It's the kind of numb tired where you sit there and stare into space. 

Tomorrow I'm supposed to have my first in a series of cooking lessons at a local shop and I'm excited, it's at 11 am so I think it will be before this kind of tiredness sets in but I'm goign to call and let them know I won't be there.  Well I will the next time I get up.