Collected Thoughts

I'm still fat. Actually I'm fatter. As in back up to my highest weight when I was on that damned med that made me hungry 24/7.

Of course the pizza and snickers I had today for dinner didn't help. I wanted to try weight watchers, but I can't afford it.

But I have been doing Pilates and I'm getting better at it -- the whole pulling in the powerhouse thing. I really like it.

Only good thing -- my blood pressure at my dr's appt the other day 114/8something. Maybe 82. The last time I was at the drs it was 124/88. Of course the other day I was dead tired and practically falling asleep waiting to see the nurse practioner, so I'm sure that helped. And I have to get blood work done on monday for my shrink -- since I'm taking Seroquel I have to get my blood sugar checked, evidentally it can cause diabetes in certain people.

I've never had an OTP before. I never understood how someone could be all "omigod! there love is so pure!" and want more focus on their pairing in the show.

I'm totally and completely --omigod!ShannonNSayid4EVAH! I need some kind of Sayid and Shannon icon.

I forgot about my therapists appt. I lost the card and never wrote it down. Of course I don't have a new calendar. I think I'm going to start putting those appts on my to do list here so I can remember. And I owe $100 for the full session, luckily I have it.

Hockey is officially over. DAMN! It's so frustrating. Football just paled in comparasion this year, especially at the end of the games when 2 mins of game time stretched through 10 mins of real time. Even worse were the games that weren't close and the quarterback just took a knee. After watching really close hockey games where it's down to the last fraction of a second, or the goalie is pulled and there are still so many possiblities.

And I have a sinus infection. Not a bad one, in fact the worst of it was this weekend and last night.While at the dr's I made an appt for a physical in April and remembered I still have blood work that needs to be done.

Another Reason I want to move out -- my father doesn't always respect my boundaries and I end up shooing him out of my room.

I have one room. That's it. He's got his office and his bedroom for privacy and I have my room.

Plus he's suddenly all "Father daughter time!" and acting more interested in my life. I don't know if that's because I'm moving (across town mind, not across country) or because his girlfriend dumped him.

I sent Mom, G'ma, and my aunt flowers. Well Mom a mini rose and G'ma and Aunt tulips. I can't wait to hear Mom's reaction.

And one of the Supervisor's in our department gave out cupcakes, candy, and cute little teddybear figurines. My computer is getting kinda crowded with all the toys.

I really should hav egoten my dad a card, he's GF dumped him last month and I'm guessing he was looking forward to Valentine's day.

Personally, I love VD. Love it. I'm not bitter about being single. I don't get that, yeah I'm single and yeah I wish I had someone special. But I've had really terrific Valentine's Days (and no occasion days) and I know that I'll have Valentine's Days with someone in the future.

I also like those really sappy diamond commercials that everyone else seems to hate -- the one where the couple is standing out side and shouts "I love this woman!" I wouldn't mind if a guy did that for me. I'd be embarassed for a bit, but I'd still think it was romantic. There wouldn't even have to be jewelry.

So to everyone HAppy Valentine's Day!

Let's see after an hour or so on the phone today I finally have the information to send my computer to the HP help center place in CA.

They were going to send Fed Ex to pick up the computer and seeneed surprised when I told them that I work during the day and couldn't take off. So I'm packing it up and sending it.

I'll get this sent out tomorrow and then I'll be without a computer for god knows how long.

I'm wondering how much money I could sell it for if it comes back working okay. I really don't want this computer.

Is anyoneelse having a problem with gmail?

My computer is now WORSE than when I first started calling them today. And I disconnected the phone (on accident) right when they were going to set me up to have a case manager call. Because they were saying the only way to fix the problem (their help peson caused) was a full system recovery.

I've already done two. I draw the line.

So I have a firewall that doesn't work. Antivirus that doesn't work. and I still can't get several programs to acknowledge my internet connection.

Maybe after dinner I'll call.

The Internet is back! Thank god!

watched parts of BSG last night. I don't know if I'm sold on it, maybe if I'd watched all of it. Missed most of Water due to Gilmore Girls


( quick GG thoughts )

I missed NCIS in the shuffle. If I ever get my home connection working I'll try and dld it.

Also astolat has a due south vid which I can't download due to the aforementioned connection issues.

Finally I'm hungry. My lunch is here but there's just me and my supervisor in the office so I can't go until someone can take my place. One person went off to lunch w/someone so he won't be back for ...oh a long time..he usually ends up taking 2 hr lunchs. Other person is eating right now but it took him forever to get back here. At least I'll have the break room to myself.